Archive for August, 2007

25
Aug
07

I did write of you..

I want to be close to you

I want to breathe you in
and hold you inside

You’re the fire that fuels my spirit
You’re the spring that quenches my soul

I took a picture of you in my mind
and framed it for eternity

I remember the moment of our kiss
I smile everytime I reminisce

You’re magical

06.08.26

[one year ago]

13
Aug
07

My Tarot Card..

You are The Sun

Happiness, Content, Joy.

The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon’s Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

 

 

[SOOO NOT ME...!! "The Sun"? I'm a nighter. "Simple and consistent"? I am complicated and doubtful. "Clear/clarity"? Foggy. "In place"? A mess. "Goes my way"? Which way is it?

Oh well, the picture on the card is awesome, though.. Beautiful.]

13
Aug
07

You owe me an Aikido course..

What Goes Around.. 

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can’t seem to understand
Thought it was me and you, Babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, Babe
And now, it’s all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

Don’t want to think about it
Don’t want to talk about it
I’m just so sick about it
Can’t believe it’s ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can’t do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it’s really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should’ve known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It’s breaking my heart to watch you run around
‘Cause I know that you’re living a lie
That’s okay baby ’cause in time you will find…

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that

… Comes Around

Let me paint this picture for you, baby

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get’s a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he’s doing to you
What you did to me
Ain’t that the way it goes

You cheated, girl
My heart bleeded, girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved

And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right

But girl I ain’t somebody with a lot of sympathy
You’ll see

(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey

See?
You should’ve listened to me, baby
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Because
(What goes around comes back around)

[Thanks, JT.]

07
Aug
07

erase

Your feet has tread on
the sandy shores of my heart

should the salty waters erase the prints so quickly..?

but what about the sunrise?
[was it beautiful?]

you know,
i hated to give way to the Night

-I wrote this a while ago.. Waktu lagi hollow mellow..
 Rasanya sama kah?-

02
Aug
07

“honey”?

Aku ketemu Smara lagi..

Aku naik ke apartemen-nya, agak bingung harus merasa apa. Aku ketuk, dan dia buka pintu.

Cantik sekali.. Apa aku lupa betapa cantiknya dia? Atau kah karena dia sekarang menggendong putrinya?

Kita bicara. Lama. Dan dia masih sama..

Kita bicara. Tentang aku. Tentang dia. Tentang rencana-rencana..

Nostalgia..

Katanya, aku masih sama..

“Dari dulu, keras kepala.”
“Iya, aku tau.”
“Tau kok ga berubah..”
“Trus gimana?”
“Gak tau, aku juga sama..”

Lho?

.

.

Mencoba menemukan makna, aku bertanya:

“Were you happy?”

“I loved the way you love me”

   [Jesus please come and take me right here and now..]

That there just made my day..

   [if not my life..]

Bunda dan Annisa.
Mereka cantik..

si kecil tersenyum menggemaskan..

   [Lucky bastard..]

Aku jadi membayangkan..

   [Membayangkan apa??]