Roma 7 : 19-21
I want to do what is good, but I don’t. I don’t want to do what is wrong, but I do it anyway … I have discovered this principle of life—that when I want to do what is right, I inevitably do what is wrong.. (nlt)
I can will it, but I can’t do it. I decide to do good, but I don’t really do it; I decide not to do bad, but then I do it anyway. My decisions, such as they are, don’t result in actions. Something has gone wrong deep within me and gets the better of me every time… (msg)
saat fajar merekah, kutindih dirimu rebah
di matamu seribu nafsu memburu, bertalu
menyulut dan membungkus sekujur beradu
tergenggam gelombang terengah lelah
dan dalam geram nafas terlepas
sujudku terbasuh peluh
ceruk
pelukan
sembunyi
lembut
I’m now unfit for the Master’s use.
Got skills that’s at best abused.
I miss the times when I used to move,
feel free like there’s no bet to loose.
Like a beast that’s high on booze.
Nothing to proove.
But the Nafs’ got me on choke-chain,
it’s sudden reign has become my bane.
A strange juice now flows in my veins.
I prey on nothing but plain gain,
and made my existence mundane.
So f*ing meaningless and vain!
Will You come now, Jesus,
and loosen the noose..
I am ruined by the flesh and blood of my father
for sensations vivid fresh, I am condemned to be its hunter
for a piece of shining diamond in the mud, my life I would barter
now of all perishable things, why must it be you I go after
the personification of temptation, a manifestation of evil,
I shiver at the the sight of you,
but now the world I would fight for you
the mingling of breath
is a touch of death
Seluruh tubuhku ingin berlabuh.
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Rasanya kisah yang tersisa,
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tentang kesempatan yang menguatkan penat,
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perihnya sedih menindih.
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Ih, cantiknya menggelitik rintik.
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[02/05/2007, 10:05]
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