Aku ini Binatang Jalang..

I’m now unfit for the Master’s use.

Got skills that’s at best abused.

I miss the times when I used to move,

feel free like there’s no bet to loose.

Like a beast that’s high on booze.

Nothing to proove.

But the Nafs’ got me on choke-chain,

it’s sudden reign has become my bane.

A strange juice now flows in my veins.

I prey on nothing but plain gain,

and made my existence mundane.

So f*ing meaningless and vain!

Will You come now, Jesus,

and loosen the noose..

Vivid..

I am ruined by the flesh and blood of my father
for sensations vivid fresh, I am condemned to be its hunter
for a piece of shining diamond in the mud, my life I would barter
now of all perishable things, why must it be you I go after

the personification of temptation, a manifestation of evil,
I shiver at the the sight of you,
but now the world I would fight for you

the mingling of breath
is a touch of death